I have so many feels right now (Spoilers for 8 x1)

[mamapranayama]

So I watched last night's SPN episode with great anticipation. The beginning was great with Dean escaping from purgatory and then the rest of the episode left me puzzled.

What? Sam didn't try to find Dean when he disappeared? What?

Ahhhhh ... Show ... why do you do this to me?

Now I have to write a fic that explains this and I know it has to go way beyond just the fact that he hit a dog and met a hot vet.